March 2012
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February 2012
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Different story, but the same pain.
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WatchSo exhausted! Today went something like this.. 2 pm hair/make up/fitting. 6 pm rehearsal. 7ish pm fashion show.
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Last night, I learn that no matter how moody or mad I’m at my best friend, when shit goes down, I drop everything and be there for her. When she needs me, I’m there. No questions asked, I’ll be there in no time. But last night was different, I have never heard her cry so hard in my life. Knowing her for 10 years, I have never seen a single tear dropped. She’s one of the...
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I miss how we used to be. I miss how we used to text and talk. Now all you do is give me short answers. I miss how you were excited for me when I had great news or something random to tell you. Now, it’s like pointless to you. Whenever I want to talk to you, I feel as if I’m bothering you or annoying you. I’m trying not to let these little things get to me. After everything...
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Getting butt hurt because I didn’t post the photos you took on MY Facebook? WTF. Sorry, I didn’t like the way those photos turn out. I don’t get why you have to be a little bitch about it. You mad?! STAY MAD. My album, my portfolio, my photos; I only select the best of the best. If I don’t like it, I won’t post it up. Simple as that. hmph!
Care less to see who actually cares. I’ve been doing that for the past couple months, and I know who actually cares.
Fuck fake bitches and assholes.
CONFIRMED!
BOUGHT MY PLANE TICKET TO FLY TO LONG BEACH!!!!! I’ll be in Orange County, possibly San Diego, from March 30th to April 6th. And that’s my spring break dates. ;D Visiting this sexy man name William Huynh<3 kekeke And 2 photo shoots booked! Also visit couple friends in So Cal. (: Vacation and adventure time!
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Guess who's gonna be in a FASHION SHOW?!
ME! :D I can’t wait. I’m so nervous and excited. At first I thought I didn’t qualify, but the designer told me to make a video of me cat walking. As a noob that I am, I youtube it. LOL Don’t even hate! I got my resources. (: I sent her the video of me walking, and she says she wants me in her show! She loves my look, and according to her, she says I’m petite and...
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Whoah.
I got off the phone with an old photographer. We had a serious talk, and he gave me so many information. I worked with him when I started modeling, I believed it was my second shoot. I think it’s more of a reality check in the modeling industry. He examined my photos from my portfolio. He told me, I have similar types of photos. I need more variety; as much as I don’t want to do...
Mommy and Daddy.
Took a break from studying, and I went downstairs to see my parents sitting together next to our fire place. My mom made soup for my ill dad. <3 They’re so cute. :3 Get well soon my dearest father! I’m so lucky to have my parents. Divorce rates are so high, but I’m one of those lucky children who grew up with two parents. Marriage is held high in my family, and loyalty runs...
Appreciate each moment and take note of everything that is around you. Enjoy the people you have and the things that surrounds you. You can liberate yourself from the wounds of the past, remember what was beautiful, and move forward to create the life you have always wanted.
I think I can be extremely evil or a “bitch” if I wanted to, but something pulls me back from being violent or harsh. I have these thoughts about things I want to do to a person who pisses me off, but I take a step back. Some people are overly annoying and stupid; I wish they disappeared from life.
Lately, I’ve been pretty upfront with people. I became considerably rude to...
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It’s sad, you know. Growing up. Your whole life up until now, you’ve been so distracted, worrying about the wrong things. You used to throw a fit when you didn’t get the toy you wanted. Then you grew up a little. You used to ask your parents for money to buy clothes. Then you grew up a little. You were the angriest kid in the world when they wouldn’t let you out at night. Then you grew up a ...
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WatchIf you’re having a bad day, I hope this makes you laugh. LMFAO! It’s a Friday night; decided not to party; I’m recovering from my sickness; and I’m fucken bored &weird. LOOL
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Pho with Connie. tehe
Me: I hope I get better by tomorrow for my photo shoot.
Connie: Oh who's the photographer?
Me: It's the girl photographer.
Connie: Oh is she lesbian or something?
Me: Wth! haha No.
*A group of guys walking into the restaurant turns and stares at us as we walk in my car.* LOL
Connie: Omg I think those guys heard me say, "oh is she lesbian?" ahhahahahhahaha
Me: HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHA
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Herro. Hi. Hello. Hiya. Chao. Kon'nichiwa.
So I dyed my hair today. Lol I used the ash blonde dye from Loreal, but it turned brown. I want it lighter, but I’ll redye it sometime during spring?
I used to be the one that goes out during weekends, but now my boyfriend goes out like every weekend. As long as he’s happy, but now I feel kinda lonely. taha! I guess I lost a few friends, and he gain some. Oh welps. I’ve been...
WatchHow precious, she’s sucha cutie. <3
My head; there’s a lot going on in there. I think like crazy when I’m alone. I’m a prisoner in my head. At times, my thoughts are so unorganized that my head hurts from thinking. Memories run from when I was a kid til yesterday. I think about my future from tomorrow to 10 years from now. I’m trying to plan my life, but I feel as if there isn’t enough time for me to do...
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You Tard.
Some girls are so over dramatic. Calm your fucken titties down. There are way too many girls asking for attention rather than respect. It’s so annoying when girls take snapshots of guys being creepy to them through Facebook. Why the fuck did you accept strangers in the first place? Why do you add random people and accept random people’s request? Can’t you just delete or block...
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Every night.
Same shit, different subject.
January 2012
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Valentine's Day.
Friend: What are you and your bf doing for Valentine's day?
Me: Nothing, it's just like any other day. We both agree that it's an excuse for people to express their love on that day. We don't need one day to appreciate one another, because we show it almost everyday.
I’ve made so many stupid mistakes in my life, but that only means I’m going to give it another try. As long as I have faith, I’ll be okay.
But when I lose hope, negativity seems so strong.
Just because I don't talk about my problems...
There are days when I’m like, “I actually feel good about myself, I feel pretty!” Then I see these good looking girls. Never mind, fuck. :/ Back to feeling shitty.
Note to self: STOP COMPARING YOURSELF TO OTHERS!
Truthfully, it’s so hard when I know they’re so freakin beautiful. They just make me feel ugly. ¯\_(-_-)_/¯
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I think one of the hardest things to do is to adapt to change. Change is difficult, but only the strongest will survive.
I tend to keep my feelings within me when things change. One thing’s for sure, I’m still not used to the change between us. I know it happened gradually. I only tell you I’m used to it, so you wouldn’t have to worry about me. Also, it’s because I...
My life be like...
I have tons of homework tonight. -.- But on the bright side, my mother came home from work with Arizona Green Tea without my request. Love you<3 A bunch of exams and quizzes are coming up already. I will be prepare. My last semester before I transfer, so working hard to end it with a big bang! My schedule is so full throughout every week, and I never thought I would have to take 17 units....
If a girl flirts with my boyfriend,
sweetbootyshabaam:
I would leave it up to him to shut her down. I’ll let him handle it and I’ll expect him to tell that bitch to back off. If he truly loves me, he’ll tell that trick to back off. However, if she continues, best believe I’ll step in. I’ll handle that home-wrecker myself. That’s just plain disrespectful and rude. Shady, nasty, dirty, desperate whores.
I remember this post!...
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Out of everyone, I would expect you to understand the most. But I guess I shouldn’t expect anything from you anymore. I thought we were “better” than this, but no one’s perfect. I think it’s time for us to talk. We have to talk about everything, and get everything off our chest. We can’t keep texting each other about what bothers us. I feel like I can’t...
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Rejection never hurt as much as this.
Maybe it’s because you are so important to me, and I care a lot about you. This feeling sucks.
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The more laws a government passes, the more likely it is to be corrupt. Stop SOPA and PIPA. We can no longer sit idly by as our freedoms are being stripped away from us bit by bit under the guise of national “safety” and “protection”. Those that propose these laws or acts are simply protecting their best interests, not ours. We have been mislead, lied to, and taken advantage of. All because...
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“It is not the strongest of the species that survives, nor the most intelligent...”
– Charles Darwin (via camilleforreals)
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stutteringvicki:
So this reminded me of kyle. I’m sure you know why.
i’ma do this to my gf =]