June 2012
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He calls me when he’s tipsy. It was so funny and cute. One moment he’s sleepy, then he’s horny, then he keeps laughing. And it repeats like three times. LMAO! I’m just like you freakin weirdo. Go to sleep. And he’s snoring so loud over the phone. Oh babe♥ I miss him, we’ve been so busy this past few days. >< Our conversations over the phone are cut short,...
Jun 4th
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There's this feeling that I have →
letsmakeachange: and it’s the only feeling that I can only get from her. Let me tell you a story about us. You see, without her, I don’t think i can get to where I am now. I am lucky to say that I have the best supporter in the world and I’m also grateful to be in her life. Throughout the years, she has never left my side even though she has many reasons to leave. I love this girl and I know I...
Jun 4th
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Jun 3rd
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Jun 3rd
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Jun 2nd
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When I catch him staring at me like I’m the only girl in the room, it makes me feel so damn special. I miss that. Lol It’s so cute how his eyes are fixed at me, and he stares. It’s not that creepy stare either, it’s that “Omg, I can’t believe she’s mine” kind of stare. It gives me nonstop butterflies to know that he feels the same way. And then he...
Jun 2nd
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CHRISTEEN
Check out my website! Still under construction. I might use this provider because the other provider took forever to build my website. lol I’m not a pro, so it’s not all that pretty! But checkity check it. (= http://16254.imodel.com/
Jun 1st
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charweenie: It’s a beautiful thing if you learn to be independent and strong on your own— to not always depend on others. Because you know that you can’t trust everyone in this world. People come and go. And if you learn to be happy on your own, and someone else comes along that is able to add on to that happiness of yours— it’s a feeling like no other.
Jun 1st
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Jun 1st
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I have two options. I either help them or I don’t. Because no one helped me in the beginning, I feel like I shouldn’t help them. But I’m a really nice person. Then again, I worked really hard to get to where I am today. So shouldn’t they work as hard as I did if they really want it? I don’t want to hand them anything and let them be on their way. On top of that,...
Jun 1st
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May 2012
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May 31st
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So there’s a photographer from Washington D.C. that wants to fly me over there for a photo shoot. He said he’ll help me get into shows and promotional gigs. It will also be an on going paid shoot. But idk, it’s so expensive. He’s willing to pitch in $175, but that’s not enough for hotel as well. And hell to the no am I going to go by myself!!! As much as I want to...
May 31st
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Upcoming Trips
San Francisco Road Trip with boyfriend & Socal Crew- June! Santa Cruz Road Trip with my Main Girls- July! Long Beach Trip- Aug.! For now. hehehe (= Let the adventures continue!
May 31st
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May 31st
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They never get it..
Family/Friends: Are you going to visit your boyfriend in LA?
Family/Friends: Are you going to visit your boyfriend in Long Beach?
Family/Friends: Are you going to visit your boyfriend in San Diego?
Me: Actually, he's from Huntington Beach. In Orange County? OC.
Family/Friends: Yeah yeah yeah, same thing. You know what I mean.
-.- Uh ok sure. Lol. I guess my bf lives in 4 different cities.
May 29th
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May 28th
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May 28th
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May 27th
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May 27th
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Yeah I pretty much gave up awhile ago. I don’t care anymore. Actually, it’s not that I don’t care anymore, I care less. Be happy with whatever you’re doing because you’re really good at it. I applaud you though. I’m done explaining myself to you because I’ve done it numerous times before. You know how I am, yet you don’t care for it. I’m tired,...
May 26th
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If you're not willing to fight for me, I'm not...
May 26th
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May 26th
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May 26th
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Went down memory lane tonight. Lots of memories and great times<3 Memories of people who came in and out of my life, and people who made me stronger after they left. I don’t have much of their stuff left, but I held on to some things. I wish I didn’t toss so many things away. LOL Oh wells. Some memories are better than none. I still haven’t forgotten about them. Sometimes I...
May 26th
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May 25th
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May 25th
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May 25th
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May 24th
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I swear my mom wants me to be single for the rest of my life. Even though she likes my boyfriend…This woman is so confusing. Oh dear buddha. -.- I understand she doesn’t want me to get hurt again. But, she never saw how many times I’ve been hurt already. I’ll keep it this way for the rest of my life. She doesn’t have to know. heh.
May 24th
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People who always try to make me feel bad or worse than them can go drown in Cum. They say indirect shit to try to make me feel bad. Well you know what? Go fuck yourself in the ass. You’re always trying to be “better” than everyone, yet you say these negative remarks about yourself. All you do is criticize, and talk shit about other people. You act like you’re so original...
May 24th
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How to Deal with Mistakes and Failures in Life →
onlinecounsellingcollege: Remind yourself that: 1.   This is not the end. You are going to survive.  There’s no point in pretending that life is always great. At times we trip and fall, or we make some bad mistakes. Allow yourself to heal, then get up and start again. Take one or two small steps … and know you’re going to survive! 2.    Everybody makes mistakes along the way. You’re only a...
May 24th
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“You have to suffer the worst to learn how to appreciate the best.”
– (via bexpham)
May 23rd
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May 22nd
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May 22nd
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“I learned the hard way that I cannot always count on others to respect my...”
– Unknown (via drivenhearted)
May 22nd
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I wish I can hold you right now.
I miss you a lot. I’m always here for you if you need me. Don’t forget that.
May 22nd
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My smile doesn't always mean "I'm happy". Most of...
May 22nd
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May 22nd
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May 21st
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May 21st
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May 21st
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May 21st
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May 21st
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Purposely holding your feelings back because you...
May 20th
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I saw the AVENGERS! FINALLY! Last min. movie run with my BFFL<3 Omg, my crush Captain America. Oh baby. Why you sho friggen hot!? Unf, unf, unf. (Boyfriend, I still love you sweetie[: Lol) I love the Hulk! He’s so funny and cute when he’s angry. kekeke And black widow chick, POINTLESS. She fights and uses a gun. ANYONE, can do that. Sheesh! She does not count as a super hero in my...
May 20th
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I can’t find the “perfect fit” of clothes. They’re either too long, big, or short. Maybe my body is oddly shaped. I’m petite, but they have clothes that fit tall skinny bitches. Then, the pants are too long because I’m short. Also, I shop at the kids section sometimes. Guess it saves money! Omg, there are long dresses that I’d love to wear, but I...
May 19th
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Anonymous asked: Why do you have so many girlfriends??!! you whore!! LOL
May 19th
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If you’re trying to show off for people at the top, forget it. They will look down at you anyhow. And if you’re trying to show off for people at the bottom, forget it. They will only envy you. Status will get you nowhere. Only an open heart will allow you to float equally between everyone. Do the kinds of things that come from the heart. When you do, you won’t be dissatisfied,...
May 19th
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I said this countless times before, another problem after another. I learn that it’s a matter of how I react to the problems. It’s a matter of how I deal with it. Sometimes I wish they can disappear, but life is far from perfect. I worry a lot about you. I hate to see you get hurt, or hurt yourself. I love you so much. I wish you knew I’ve been here for you all along. I’ve...
May 18th
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May 18th
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